Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year

It's time to say goodbye to year 2008 and welcoming the year 2009! Some of us might have went through hard times in year 2008. We should take our courage to meet more upcoming challenge in our life.

New year is coming just in another 45 minutes. Let make wish for the next year and wish all of you the best from this moment onward.

Happy New Year!

Hero Jaejoong

Tvxq came back with their new look, new concept and MIROTIC album.
Once they appear with the new album, their song Mirotic listed as top of chart in Thailand, Taiwan, Korea and Japan. The received a number of reward in Asia.






Jaejoong in TBS Japan Record Award
I bet Jaejoong is sexier than Edward Cullen aka Robert Pattinson


They turn out to be more mature and charming than before.


Xiah Junsu looked cute in this picture.


Credit to cassiopeia-forever.com



Saturday, December 27, 2008

Random Post

Omg. Why does it takes such a long time to upload a few of photos? such waiting really waste time and make me feel even lazy to create new post.

My mission to watch Twilight is totally ruined off. Just because I was away for 2 weeks and now it's gone and no longer in cinema. That's mean I need to wait until the DVD is released .*Sigh.

After back from the trip, I knew I have put on my weight. But when the food comes right in front of you, it is really hard to resist it. Because of this, I guess I have really gained weight. I don't even have the courage to see the weighing scale anymore. The weighing scale just would make me feel bad of myself.
I hope my diet plan will be effective someday.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Trip at Singapore and Bali

I spent 11 days in singapore. 11 days are long enough especially in singapore. Just found out that actually there is a few of interesting places in singapore. I stayed at my aunt house and they bring us to visit all around the singapore.

Besides that, I get to eat delicious food there too. We gather at my aunt house to have an early celebration of christmas. They bought the turker, ham, and my aunt cooked some other side dishes for the day. We manage to take a picture before we leave.



This little nephew of mine named Darren is really cute. He is shy in taking pictures but I do not know what's wrong with him in this picture, hugging my sister. LOL


Christmas cake :p

We also given a chance to have fun in Sentosa.
Let the pictures do the talking.


One of this faked china young man offered us a best spot to take picture.


He is really heavy!




Singapore Flyer

First night in Bali, we enjoy dinner on the beach watching sunset.


I know I'm poor in posing xD

Before the dinner is ready, we took some time to take pictures . The dinner is some kind of romantic as the candles were lighted, and hearing the seawater wave while we are eating. A bunch of indonesian were playing their music in various language to cheer up the visitors. It's really fun!



Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Upcoming Bali Trip

Being surprised by my dad that after our trip to Singapore, we are going to Bali for 3 days 2 nights trip. It's really a recommended place to relax, having spa, surfing, diving and having dinner near the beach..omg..It's going to be an awesome trip!


Dear friends, I might not be able to meet you guys til 24th because of a sudden surprise trip..so, why not we delay it to friday 26th? Besides, we could celebrate late christmas together..could we?

Love,
may

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Holiday, here I come!

Finally, the exams had come to an end. It's time for holiday! yippee!
T5 was the last paper yesterday. Actually, the exam is really hard. I tried my best to answer the question. I hope I able to pass the paper as I really don't want to make my parent feel disappointed. Anyway, it had past and I should look forward not backward.

Relax time. I'm going to have 3 weeks of holiday. A lot of things are waiting for me to enjoy. But first I have to prepare for the flight to Singapore. This time is special. I'm going to lead 3 young girls to Singapore. We are going to there all by ourselves. The total age of four of us not even reach 80 years. I have to take this big responsibility for bringing them to there.

I had missed a few of my favourite movies due to the preparation for the exam. I need to catch up! One of the movie that I want to watch the most is Twilight! The trailer was nice. I heard a lot of people said that they are disappointed with the movie. I think the girl is not suppose to play the Bella character. I'm still on the way reading the Twilight novel and going to buy the New Moon and other story books. I bought Twilight a month ago and still I haven't finish reading the book yet. I admit I am a slow reader. xD

Girls, I will be back on 20th. If you guys wish to go out to shop, remember to call me to come along! Haha..
Kathleen, I miss you a lot! call me out if u have reach here. =)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Sigh...

CAT drives me crazy! Everything about it is study, study and study. Like what Mr. Jana always said, once you have choose this course, you need to be a nerd and study for 24 hours each day. I totally agree with that. Final exam coming soon. I don't feel the atmosphere or the mood to study hard yet. Actually, I'm getting lazy. I'm not motivated to study. Can anybody help me?!

I hate T5. This paper is the craziest paper I ever had. Just because the examiner is crazy, then make all of the T5 exam sitter to go along crazy with her by studying her paper.

Haih. It is me who suggest to my parent that I wanna study this course. No more turnback to the past as I have already chose the path I wanna be in. I deserve for decision I made.

I guess it is time to study and way back to memorise T5 rather than complaining here.
Bye.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

James Bond Quantum Of Solace

As usual, James Bond's movies will never let me feel dissapointed before. Again he made a good show in tis latest movie Quantum of Solace. I should praise the character of James Bond, by Daniel Craig instead. He is really good in this action movies. He looks charming.



I love action movies a lot. Since when I am a child, I being brought up, watched a series of James Bond movies with my parent. I guess I started to love action movies since the first time I watch the James Bond. I love James Bond. HE IS TOTALLY COOL!!!





Can't wait for the next movie, Bond 23! =)











Saturday, November 1, 2008

I Miss High School

After flipping through the school magazine, I realize how much I miss my high school life. I used to hate my life when I'm in secondary school cos' I hate the unreasonable rules and I hate those stress I had when I'm in PMR and SPM. Friends are important in life. Having a bunch of friends there for you anytime when you are happy or sad, and we gone through up and down in our life. I still remember how much effort we have gave in when the PMR and SPM were around the corner. We all having tough times together, memorize thick History textbook, explored Biology, Chemistry and Physic, bla bla bla...really drive us crazy! All those memories slowly flow in my mind and stumbled my mind all out of a sudden.

Almost all of my best buddies had move to another states or even coutry to futher their studies. But I believe true friend will remain in their heart silently and miss each other no matter how far they are seperated. (oops..sounds like love more than the friendship..) I miss you guys!

Flash back my mind to the old times I had in high school, we girls used to gossip a lot..anythings about boys, musics, tv show, celebrities we fancy of ...anything.. Can the time turn back once in a while?

There are two guys that I admired so much when I'm in high school. These two people are really smart. I wonder if you guys really notice that..haha..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

A Night To Remember.....


Mock was over yesterday. Phew~ The exam was hard but I did try my best to complete it as far as I could. The worst paper is paper 5..I really hate paper 5 so much!!

The friday on the last 2 week was my cousin's wedding. Althought the dinner was a bit out of order, but things still went well. I regret that I'm not being able to have sometime taking picture with my cousin. She was being too busy on that night. Anyways,my siblings and I were able to take some pictures at that night.


















I will be having one week of holiday. Hurray! At last I get to have some time for mind to take a peace rest after being stress over the studies for Mock exam.
I don't have much idea to blog right now. So..that's all for this post.




















Monday, October 13, 2008

Tagged!


1. Who are you?
I am a girl who came from other planet to the earth.
2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
In my opinion, friends are more important than boy/girlfriend. Friends are forever and they will never leave you alone when you are in trouble and that where true friend come in.
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
I have once having a thought about it before but it long time ago.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sometimes I am full of confidence but sometimes I'm not. I do not know why.
5. How many babies you want?
2 or 4. If 2, one boy and one girl. If 4, 2 boys and 2 girls.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, I do. I just saw it this evening after the rain and I love rainbow. =)
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I do believe and I am waiting for an eternal and ever lasting love to happen in my life.
9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
Smart, Tall, 1/2 Loving 1/2 Cool, Passionate, Caring, A good listener, Humble, Ambitious, Mature
10. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of being loved by someone who you love to.
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Promise of eternal love and loyalty.
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
I hope there wont be anyone who hates me. I hate the feeling of being hate by someone. It's really annoying and uncomfortable. Tell me if you hate.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of Course I do
14. What does flying means to you?
I guess flying means I'm having my freedom.
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Holidays, Score for highest mark for my exams, and a perfect guy at a perfect timing.
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Beauty, Special and unique, Friendly, Humble
18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Eat delicious food, Sleep for 8 hours
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
8 months ago.The moment when he play a song with guitar to me.
Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.People i tagged :
1. Kathleen
2. Jason
3. Wui Ling
4. Juvin
5. Jit Kin
6. Freda
7. Yew wei.
8.Ying Ling

Friday, October 10, 2008

...Hatred

Have you ever hate someone until you feel like you want to kill him? I have that kind of feeling now. I know you never notice how much the degree of hatred I have now over you. Everyone have their limit!
You are sooooo meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I hate YOU!
I hate YOUUUUUUUUUU!

Friday, October 3, 2008

Random Pictures











Thursday, October 2, 2008

**Puff**

My blog had been abandoned for a long while already. What to do? The blog's owner was really busy with her preparation for the exam for the past few weeks. =)

I just finished the PT2 exam two days ago. T5 is really making me crazy. I tend to get nervous in the exam hall when I'm doing my t5 exam. Then, evrything that I memorised gone---PUFF!-- just like that. I try my best to finish every single questions. I hope I could pass my T5 paper for PT2.
Right after the T5 exam, I have my T5 class untill 2.30 p.m. Having a class after the exam really torturing you. An opologise to Miss Wong because to tell you honestly, I can't concentrate on what you taught me that day after the exam. I was dreaming and worrying on my T5 so I lost my focus in your lesson.

I went to Sunway Pyramid after the class with my friends. We took a number of pictures after we had our lunch in KFC. I would upload the picture soon as I do not have the cable to transfer it to my laptop now.
We are anticipated to sing in red box. Actually not we, I'm the one who anticipate to go there sing and release my stress. haha..Muh Yiing and I manage to buy two pair of beautiful earings. They really looked nice so we decide to buy them.

I went back to my hometown yesterday night to celebrate my grandma's 89th birthday! I wish that my grandma would live happily than she is now.
Besides, we get to see my lovely dog here. Once we open the cage door, she jump to my dad. I guess she really miss all of us. She is sick. She looked really different from what she was before she leave our house. Do you know how much I wish to bring her back to my home? My parents still discussing about this and decide whether to bring her home and get her a vet to diagnose her sickness. I don't mind to have two dog at home!

Gosh! I have haircut again yesterday. I don't know whether my hairstyle now is becoming worse that it is before or not. I will let u guys to judge my hairstyle after I upload my picture. If it is realy looked ugly with me, please do not feel hesitate to tell me. =)

That's all for now. I will blog again tonight. Bye!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Learn To Love Your Life.

Everything seemed to go wrong last few days. I were really bad luck few days ago. Extremely bad luck. Someone might had curse me or something. I fell sick for about four days and coughing non-stop until my throat get injured. Some terrible accident happened two days ago frightened me and irritate my mind.

At last, something good happen and cheer me up. Paper 6 result was out yesterday and the result cheer me up after suffering a few days of bad luck. I guess this could be the sign of changing of luck. I hope it would be a good sign and not the other way round.

Sometimes human speech can be poisonous. You may not realise that what you have said can hurt a person deeply. Elderly always taught us to watch out when we are talking and think of the effect for what you have said. Sometimes when people speak too fast until it is out of his/her mind, thing that being said can be malicious and make people think wrong of oneself. If I have said anything out of sudden that makes you guys feel uneasy and dislike me, I would like to opologise.

Thing what happened this few days make me more appreciate for what I have now. Family love, Friendship and everything. I love all of you!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Give me a BREAK!

PT end doesn't mean I could stop studying. But...come on..just give a break for a moment. Two days break are not that greedy right?

Paper 5 really going to kill me..I was like half dead in memorising all the theories in paper 5. Thought that counselling part are not going to come out but unfortunately it came out in the test. 10 marks for that gone. but at least I did try my best to answer the question but I don't think my lecturer will accept my answer. I put my effort in paper 5 and I hope at least I could score 70 above since it is the first test of paper 5. Anyway, what to be done was done. what u have to think is the future not the past.

Straight after the test, shopping time! haha... I manage to buy an eyeline pen to cheer myself up. This few days, I think that I'm different from what i am in the past. In the past, I used to be really quiet..but nowadays, I think I'm getting much more crappy and talk a lot. Don't u think so, my friend?Nevermine, I will try to shut my mouth off.

There is a Malaysian Studies assignment still waiting for me to do it. Have to work harder to complete the assignment and get myself prepared for the upcoming test in 4 week times.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Lin Dan Vs Lee Chong Wei

The final men single match is going to held on tomorrow at 6.30. I have been supporting Lin Dan, my favourite badminton player for years. But, tomorrow china versus malaysia.


Honestly, I support China since the starting of the Beijing Olympic 08'. When it comes to badminton, I support both Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei whenever they are involved in match.


Top speeded shutler, top ranked No. 1 badminton player, Lin Dan being my favourite one in sport.


Just watch the badminton match for the double mixed...China versus Indonesia. There are many expert badminton player in Indonesia. During the match, my father supports the Indonesia while I support China. Unfortunately, the opponent is being too agressive and did not willing to let go any chance and any point to the others. Therefore, at last Indonesia won..

Indonesian Liliyana Natsir and Nova Widianto, the world's No. 1 badminton mixed double, advanced into the final


Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia, the world's No. 2 shuttler, entered the men's singles final at the Beijing Olympic Games . When he won the match against Hyun-il, Chong Wei collapsed to the ground in sheer joy and relief. Then, he leap and jump towards his coach Misbun Sidek and give him a victory hug.


I'm really looking forward for tomorrow match between Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei. I know Lee Chong Wei has been practice really hard for this olympic and now his turn for the final single match is coming soon. Two experts. Who is going to win?

Friday, August 15, 2008

Congratulation to LEE CHONG WEI for winning the semi-final

I have just watched the semi final between malaysia and korea..it's a great match.. again lee chong wei won the match and going to enter the final match vs the china, Lin Dan as expected! who is going to win the final for badminton? Lin Dan or Lee Chong Wei? Actually I love both of them..both of them are expert..is hard to choose who to support to..but as a malaysian, I guess it's better to support back malaysian player... He is the only hope for malaysia for winning the medal.. hope that he going to get a gold medal for malaysia and I will be really really proud of him..

Back to college life topic...boring life. having class everyday then getting ur brain stuck with lots of informations from the lessons. Beside, I even have to force myself to memorise the thick notes especially the T5...I hate theories...I prefer more calculation which giving challenges to me an I just like it.

The most important thing now is studying hard for the upcoming progress test. I hope I could do my best in the exam.

Life is just so boring..if you are a nerd, welcome to join accounting course. Do Not Underestimate The Accounting. ain't easy as you thought...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Olympic 2008












Here it goes..Olympic 2008 had started just right at the date of 8/8/08 ,yesterday... As one of the chinese citizen, of course I watched the opening ceremony held in beijing..


I guess Beijing really tried their best to make the opening ceremony being full of hilarious atmosphere.. The stadium was full of thousands of audience..Quite number of prime minister attended the ceremony too.. The ceremony doesn't dissapoint everyone.. It's really a grand ceremony.. Many shows were shown there..The shows took 110 minutes in the ceremony then followed by fireworks to ligthen up the atmosphere more..


While I watching the tv yesterday night, I keep up praising and admire how the Beijing did the awesome shows.. especially during the countdown which 2008 of people gather at the centre of the stadium and then played their roles to show the countdown..To those who doesn't watch yesterday, u guys really missed the good show!


After wait for 4 hours, finally it came to an end...everyone had wait this moment for a long time..all of us keep wondering how will they lighten the olympic torch this year? There is some people who said that this year a panda bear going to lighten the final olympic torch...No, it's not..

Althought this part dissapoint me but if u would to ask me about the whole ceremony, I will still say GREAT!


Well, after talking about the olympic, now get back to MY topic..hmm.. This few days I really tried hard to memorise the theories in paper 5..but sometimes, some of the point really can't get into my mind..It might just stay in my mind for 2 hours and then when I try to spell out some of the points from my mind, I was failed to do so..sigh*


Besides that, I was confused when I was doing paper 6 questions..Not that I don't how to do. It's was just I miscalculate and then wrote the wrong figure..so, I have to erase off and the correct the figure again and calculate overall again..I hope that Iwill not repeat the same mistake again during the exams..if not, I'm dead..


Have to get back to study and do homework now..goodbye.




Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Exhausted

My schedule is so packed! 5 days in a week with classes...I'm getting more tired and stress all over my mind. what to do? It is me who decide to do accounting course..so at the end, blame myself!

Progress Test is in the corner.. everyone seemed working more harder and doing a lot of revision..and now I feel bad.. I start to ask myself if I have enough time to prepare for the test or not..

Like what Mr. Jana said... People who doing CAT and ACCA course must be hardworking, 24 hours revision, and behave like a nerd..haha.. and actually half of what he said is quite right..

I still have paper 4 homework to do..so, goodbye for now and I will try my best to update my blog more often..

P/S: I miss my dog..I WANT MY DOG BACK!!! =(

Friday, August 1, 2008

It's hard to let u go...

My family and I just sent my dog away to my uncle house..I felt really sad when I watched it went away...I just can't hold my tears that filled up around my eyes..

My father just bought 5 months old boxer..I didn't mean that once we hv the new dog then we hv to forget the old one..but my mother think so..she don't want to look after one more dog..so at last, my mother called my uncle to take her to his house and look after her..

I really appreciate her very much..althought she is old, but still i feel like want to look after her for the rest of her life..but situation doesn't go like what u want..my mother strictly protest my decision..I can't do anything except watching her went away..it's really hurt..really really hurt..

I promise..I will never forget her and I will visit her once I have time..Going to miss her a lot since she had gone..

Goodbye my dear, girl....

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Blogging in College

Sigh** Having my excel class again now..Luckily this is the last class..if not, this excel class going to drive me insane!
As expected, only a few of us attend the class.. Well, not many of us really interested with excel lessons..and that's why they skipped the class..

Gosh! Sinus is back to me again! I hate sinus..why does it hv to get back to me again? Sinus is a bad disease I ever had..It makes me keep having running nose and the consequently cause me headache..who to blame? BLAME THE DIRTY AND DUSTY AIR!

No matter how hard i try to heal myself, but still it's exist and give me trouble..Omg! Can't it just get off!?

Going to end this excel class soon! really really really really tired....I need my house dinner and a good sleep..there will be another class on tomorrow..

That's all for today..bye =(

Friday, July 25, 2008

Awesome Movie

This morning i had my Malaysian Studies subject class. This class is really boring. When I was in secondary school life, I was tired for memorising thick history books. After I was graduated from secondary school, I thought I can get off myself from the history. But now I have back the history subject in college and it's compulsary..omg.. Why do we need to study history again since we hv actually passed our sejarah in SPM? Isn't the sejarah we learn in high school is enough?

After the 3 hour class , no..to say it accurately..2 hours class, my friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid to watch movie...



Dark Knight is a great movie!



Quite admiring the Joker character..wondering how he did all those actions and traps in a short time..But I hate seeing Rachel died and Harvey Dent being evil at the climax of the movie..

After we watched movie, we took our lunch in pizzahut and then went back to college again..have to attend the excel class and studying the accounting system.

Anyways, today was a great day..


Saturday, July 19, 2008

Bad Day!

Oh no! there are marks left on my lovely car! A few of marks(like the effect of scratch) left after the collision...
Yesterday morning, i went to college using another road. The time on the roundabout, a van suddenly came out from the other junction. well, of course i stop my car and let it come out first..but my good intention resulted with the van collide the front of my car..i mean slightly collide the left side of the front of my car..I'm not sure if the van driver know it or not..but i heard a bit of crack sound..omg, and that's why there is some unrecoverable marks left on my precious car..it hurts my heart..can u imagine ur own car being collided by another can then the driver went away?
Immediately, I polished my car when i reached home.But marks are still there..sob*
Really a bad day..=(

Sunday, July 13, 2008

High school life story..

I just dropped by at kathleen's blog..her latest post was more to her past high school life story in BJ..that makes me feel wanna blog and post about my high school stories..hmm..where should i start?

I enrolled myself into BJ high school in the year of 2005 ..same year with kathleen and husna...i been told that my first impression on the first day of school wasn't good..kathleen said that i looked cool and unfriendly (am i really having that kind of look?). haha..then, I got to know a number of friends..

I really miss the old times in high school..being stressful over the exams, having fun in the club's activities, gossip during class break, fancy over guys and lots more..I will never ever forget those sweet memories i had with u guys*

Still remember that kathleen, husna and i became the member of koperasi in the end of the year of form 4..we did all the selling during recess..after a few months, being nominated as the president..oh yea, I still remember the koperasi day, the day which my friends and I fried the chicken and sell the so-called kfc chicken..haha..

During Form 5, in the mid year, my friends and I went to Genting for leadership camp..before that, we being informed that the place we going live there is a nice place.. once we reached that place,everything was not like what we had been told.. the dorm i stayed was shared by over 20 people and with ONE toilet room..all of us like fight over the toilet room to bath. . anyways, that leadership camp was really fun!

Right after the leadership camp, all of us fight over the exams before SPM..what we did in school was study study study..every seconds u can see ppl walk by with their books on hand..Chi Chun would be the one among the all ,who is the most hardworking one...haha.. Chi Chun, I'm praising u, u know..between, the effort that we gave in was worth as we all did well in SPM and received good result..don't we?

Now...everyone seperated and choose their own course.. my best pal, kathleen went to NZ..Husna went to Melaka, while Ashraf went to N. Sembilan. I miss you guys very very very much..wondering how are u guys doing overthere?

Take care and will miss u all always..
Love from Pei Hann.....

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

RAT

Today as usual , we have our class since 8 am til 5 pm. I can't witstand these long hours classes. It really makes ppl feel tired. Anyways, this is not what i'm going to talk about.
I can't disagree that our class is the noisiest class. In fact, our class is. Our class always been complained as the noisiest group by every single lecturer. Mrs yiong always mention it during the lesson. Mentioning about Mrs yiong remind me what had happened today.
Mrs Yiong is our T3 lecturer. Since the first class, most of us not really like the way she teaching like a bullet. She talk fast, write fast, walk fast..everything from her seemed to be fast.
During her lesson, some of my classmates even rebel her when she is talking(honestly, for me, i think it's quite rude. sorry to say that.) Then, some of us complain and suggest to change the lecturer. As a result, Mr Akbar is chosen and going to replace her starting on next week.
So, today is the last class that Mrs Yiong going to teach us. Half of our class students skipped the class and just left a few of us. When she entered the room, she quite surprised why there is just a few of us and wondering where are the others. She thought that they are still having their break. I can see that she is really dissapointed with us.
During the lesson, one of my classmate pass around a note stated that she is about to shout there is rat. then, somone replied play along. So, the show begin.
Senthila shouted " Mrs Yiong,I saw a rat is under ur chair". Mrs Yiong immediately ran to the another area and the other felt afraid and stood on chairs. Mrs Yiong then went to the office to complain about the rats and request to change to another room. While she went out, the rest of us all laughed.
In between, senthila, u really can become an actress! It just looked real and everyone seemed to believe it.
To the others who are not there, u guys had missed the show!

Being Emotional..

I found myself in a strange condition nowadays. My feeling and emotion start to turn around and uncontrollable. I do not know why and when I started to be like this. It's hard to explained and expressed in words. I hate myself that behaving not like the usual of myself.
I'm find it hard to get away the feeling of liking someone. Since the first day of liking that person, i told myself that i should stop this feeling now and right away. But the more I want to get rid of it, the more it get back to me and disturb my mind. My past life story is enough to make me frightened and I don't want the same thing repeat again.
Although i want to cry, but i hold the tears until i trap myself alone in a room whereby nobody could see and heard that i'm crying . I cried it out loud in my heart and telling myself not to make the same mistake. NEVER EVER.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

New blog skin!

I have just updated my blog using a new blog skin.. so, how is it? does this look nice? It took almost half an hour for me to look for a suitable blog skin. I quite like this blog skin, honestly. =)

My holidays had come to an end. It's time to get back to study. I just checked on my timetable and this time it is worse. Before this, my class usually ended at 3.30 pm..but now all my class ends at 5 pm.. don't u think it has become worse? Between, i felt good to see back my classmates. All seemed to be very happy and enjoyed the 2 weeks holidays. I miss u guys a lot and it's nice to see u guys back again~

Friday, June 27, 2008

My dream guy

I'm still in holiday. Honestly, I really enjoyed my holidays. I guess i have put on my weight since i had really eat a lot of food these few days. I tell myself to stop this and try to control my appetite but things do not come out this way. I just can't help myself. If i continue to be like that, i will be a fat pig dy..oh no..
I didn't get my latest timetable yet..Sunway cllg is slow..i have been waiting more than a week.. why don't they update their website?
Nowadays, i have been crazy over a taiwan drama..that's it..it started with a kiss 2: They kiss again! I just can't stop myself from falling in love with the main character, Zhi Shu. When i watch the drama, i start to dream.. if i could date with this kind of guy, i will be the luckiest girl in the world.. i wondering if this kind of guy really appear in this world.. a guy with IQ 200, smart, good looking, tall, cool..i hope that one day i could really get to know a guy with this all characteristic.. Will my dream comes true?

Monday, June 16, 2008

Holiday!

Yippee~ I had successfully finished my paper 1 and paper 2 exams...I'm just so happy right now. I took the exam last saturday.. and i passed for both paper...thank god! After being so stressful over reading and doing the calculation and theory exercises..finally it ended with good result. The scary part is that when u are doing the exam, u saw other student leaving the exam hall earlier.. i still remember there was a guy who just took around 40 minutes to finish the exam for paper 2..when he raises his hand up and about to leave the exam hall, we all were surprised and looking at him.. another scary part is that, once u have click the exit, everything is done and the result will appear immediately.. finally, the exam was over. At least, my effort brings up a good result for my exams... it's time to relax and enjoy the holidays!
There is a list of what to do during these 2 weeks holidays.
List Of What To Do:
1st Watch Kungfu Panda
2nd Update my blog
3rd Meet my secondary friends and NS friends
4th Go for shopping! =)
5th Swimming!

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Back to normal..

My parents and my sisters are back from vacation this afternoon. This few days i almost crack my brain thinking what to eat for the next meal. But now, i guess everything will back to normal. My mom is back to cook for dinner! =) Actually thought wanna try to cook once at home when my parents are outstation because my mom will never let me cook by myself. But then..my brother told me not to joke around. He doesn't believe on my cooking skill. So, in the end, my brother and i went out to eat.
My house usually filled up with noise and laughter atmosphere. After they went out for vacation, my house was just so quiet and a complete silence. Even u can hear when a pin is dropped. haha...
Between, they came back with many bags. They bought a lot of stuff. Mostly shoes and clothes. Althought i didn't went outstation with them, but still i received gifts that they bought specially for me. I'm glad that they still remember me although they were in vacation.
Now, i should concentrate to study hard for my computer-based exam. The exam is coming soon.
Gambateh, Group 8!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Sky Of Love



This japan Movie is the BEST movie i had ever watched. This movie named Sky Of Love.. It's really touching and it melts my heart.. i cried for a few times when i watch it. I hate the ending of this movie. Why do they make the main character, Hiro to die at the end? It's not fair!

Hiro, the main character, this role is played by Haruma Miura. At first, i don't really like him..as he appeared with his gold hair and he looked like a bad guy.. but when i continue to watched to movie, i found that he is quite cute. when i watched it more further, i totally fall in love with him. and u know what?! he is just 18 this year. same age as me....

those who not yet watch this movie before, please watch it..i'm sure u will fall in love this movie.. i recommend u to watch it in http://www.crunchyroll.com/ ...or u can click this link : http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-361400/Sky-of-Love-Movie-Japan-Part-1.html

Believe me..it is a MUST watch movie...

HARUMA MIURA















Friday, May 30, 2008

Thank God!

These few days i can't have a nice sleep since the mock had finished. I worried on my T2 result. I failed to do some of the calculation questions as what i said in the post before this..get confused with the LONG question...i had waited mr. bill (T2 lecturer) to on9..almost everynight i on9 after mock bcos want to get know of my result..i prayed last night..prayed for my t2..hope that it's not failed..i don't want to get barred.. when i woke up this morning, i having serious running nose..holding the tissue while driving( ivan, u r right..just like what u said)..keep wiping my nose and praying for my t2..guess what? i got 64 for my t2... i'm a bit sad as the result wasn't that good..but at least i managed to pass right? another 2 weeks to go before the cbe..
today,i having a nice conversation with yt,ivan, fredha and etc...they sat in the row behind me.. we talked about ns la this la and that la... during the break and when mr bill use half an hour private discussion with kee hong and ying ling...haha..just only one question took so long in discussion. oh yea..tony, thanks for ur jacket(although i didn't use it)..

10.21 p.m.
i felt guilty for what i did... i know he concern abt me so much and me....haih.. when he is in bad situation and sad, i want to comfort him. But, the thing is i don't want him to misunderstanding and having a thought that i have feeling towards him..so.. when i think deeply about it now, i felt guilty..guilty for what i did.. i do not know what to do besides of feeling guilty.. i don't want to hurt his feeling...

oh no..having excel class on tomorrow morning. Have to sleep early tonight. gd night....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

My Big Day!

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to myself,
Happy Birthday to me...




oh no! i'm turning to 18 now..getting older and older..can't really believe that time pass so quickly. Like usual, this morning wake up early and attend classes. This morning, when i woke up, u actually can see there is a big smile on my face ...cos...IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! but the sad thing is i can't go for shopping with my friends as the class end at 5 p.m. =( anyways, i also being cheered up by my classmates.. i thought nobody actually will notice my birthday.. but when one of them wish me..and then it started to spread among them.. so, they sang birthday song to me during the break.. Thanks to u guys,G8! honestly, i love my group the most! all of my classmates love to make jokes and fun during the class..this make us more enjoy in class and laugh until tear filling the eyes and suffering pain in stomach. Group 8 is the most cheerful group ever! =)


another sad case is...no birthday presents today..sob*sob*


nvm, i will take the birthday song that u guys sang today as my birthday present..i will bear it in my mind.






This is the picture of me and caren.

Caren, u looked nice with the new hair cut..

omg, i looked so old in the picture..haha


Friday, May 23, 2008

Time to relax and shopping!

Mock just over this morning. Quite sad with T2. I know i'm not going to score well in this paper. It's extremely hard. Eventhough i memorise the whole book and the formulas, I still can really do the questions.. I can't find the answer for some of the calculation questions and i get confused with the question. Those questions is explained very long..it's about 5 to 10 rows of sentence in each question..some of the questions even reach above 10 rows...after read through the question, my eyes sight start to get worst...and see things unclearly. anyways, the exam had come to an end..what to do now just wait for the result and look what is the outcome for the effort that u had put in.
The real exam is 3 weeks from now. i guess i should actually take a good rest before i start a war with t1 and t2.. still wait for what? It's SHOPPING time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It had been a long long time since the last shopping i did.

Friday, May 16, 2008

All love ended in 1 month or 1 week time..

psst..let me tell u sumthing that is unbelievable..
u might not believe on what i say but it's the truth..
Every guy that i together or dated with before this ended within one month or even one week.. This is true.. Everytime when i date with a guy, i thought our relationship will last longer..but then it ended up either me who suggest to break up or he, who suggest to break.. When i decide not to fall in love anymore, the new love seems to appear and give me another hope.. but after trying, it will never escape from this fate.. that is, CLASHED! At first, i don't want to admit this fate..but now i can't not to believe it.. now, again i decide to give up to fall in love anymore.. this time i'm serious.. i'm really give up.. i'm tired of this.. if every love of mine ended with this, i better choose not to fall in love anymore.. that will be the best solution..

Mock exam is coming soon.. everytime when exam is in the corner, stress will never escape from my forehead.. haha.. this CAT is like SPM..It's like SPM for every two weeks.. I don't want to put my parent investment on me on risk.. they invest so much on me just to pay for the expensive tuition fees for this CAT course.. If i fail to pass, the money will gone.. so in return, i need to score well for the exams..and pass every exam till the end.. for my parents, i promise i will..

Thursday, May 15, 2008

working hard to accomplish the goal!

I think it has been weeks since the last post. haih. Honestly, I'm dissappointed with my marks for PT2. It's really low for me. It didn't meet my expectation. I really wish that I could do well in the exam. Today I spent almost 11 hours in the college. Suppose to go back at 3.30 but then being informed having excel class from 4.30 to 8.30. These 11 hours made me feel exhausted. It's sumkind like all of my energy of the day being used up. really really tired.
Mock exam is coming soon on next week. Everyone seems to work even harder. It's makes me feel even scary and worries toward the exam. I really hate the barring system. This system should be cancelled. It just making feel uneasy.
Looking forward for the next progress in CAT.....

Saturday, May 10, 2008

PT 2 was so hard!

PT just finished yesterday.
The test is getting harder and harder. I'm really dissappointed with my result. I hate my marks dropped. Is it i'm poor in acccounting or what? Why can't i score higher? =(

Friday, May 2, 2008

Ended up with nothing

Actually, I planned to study on today. But things doesn't work as what I planned. What happened was i did house work this morning until 12 . Then I started to open my book and study. At that moment, I don't have the mood to study so i watch tv for a moment. Without notice, time pass by quickly and it's already 3 pm. After that, I went out fetch my sisters from school. When I reach home, I immediately open my book and study. A few minutes later, being disturbed by sister for teaching her homework. At last I failed to go as what i planned. It's all my fault. I guess I really need to study from now on as exam coming soon. Please! Give me power to study!

Friday, April 25, 2008

PT 1 finished!

hooray! First test in cllg had finished! haha..actually there is nothing to be happy for although the test had finished. The next test will be held on 2 weeks later. Just 2 weeks between the first test and the 2nd. haih. Then, i hv to continue to study hard during these 2 weeks again.So tiring..
n u know what. This morning i almost freezed in the exam hall. That room is extremely cold like a freezer plaze.
Gambateh for the next test!

Monday, April 21, 2008

21 April 2008

This morning i woke up early at 6 as class started at 8. I reached college at 7.25 then wait until the class starts. I attended 3 classes and ended at 3.30. Can you experience how tired am I? 7 hours in an air-conditioned room! It nearly got me a faint. Btw, Mr Bill gave us a lot a lot a lot of homework which have to be done due to next week. Beside, I'm going to have exams this friday. I'm really under pressure! Is there anyone out there who can help me out?! choosing this cat course is really a tough pathway..one word to describe.STRESSFUL! often hear test here test there then exam.i will gone insane soon!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

12 April 2008, Saturday












This morning i woke up early morning at 7.30 to fetch my sister to school for tuition.having a driving license isn't that good either.haha. then hv to starve until 12 only can eat my so called breakfast..one meal replaced two meals..saving money ma..hehe


Around 1 pm, i went to parkson shopping mall in sj. i able to spend some time to watch this car show there. i took a lot of these cars picture which i thought that it were really really nice. Nice design! every car has it's own outstanding design.every designer of the car had at least 5 certificates and 7 trophies or more. i really admire their car's design. i saw a kenari which designed with pink as the main theme and just exactly girlie. inside the car having those cute stuff.superb cute! i really love it! really wish that one day i could drive my dream car.will this dream comes true? =)




Friday, April 4, 2008

unforgetable moments in plkn

SWEET MEMORIES IN PLKN



ai sing,me and easy


me and ken kor kor

yew wei and me





me and jj



me and lee



me and xien






me and kwang ming



me and yew wei again




me and ken again



sook yin and me


me and jason


KJ was surrounded by us!




my friends and I in istana kebudayaan


melissa and me


me and ummi


peace guys! ^^

CB4



zed,fakhruz,me and mena


my best friend, joanna and me