Thank God!

These few days i can't have a nice sleep since the mock had finished. I worried on my T2 result. I failed to do some of the calculation questions as what i said in the post before this..get confused with the LONG question...i had waited mr. bill (T2 lecturer) to on9..almost everynight i on9 after mock bcos want to get know of my result..i prayed last night..prayed for my t2..hope that it's not failed..i don't want to get barred.. when i woke up this morning, i having serious running nose..holding the tissue while driving( ivan, u r right..just like what u said)..keep wiping my nose and praying for my t2..guess what? i got 64 for my t2... i'm a bit sad as the result wasn't that good..but at least i managed to pass right? another 2 weeks to go before the cbe..
today,i having a nice conversation with yt,ivan, fredha and etc...they sat in the row behind me.. we talked about ns la this la and that la... during the break and when mr bill use half an hour private discussion with kee hong and ying ling...haha..just only one question took so long in discussion. oh yea..tony, thanks for ur jacket(although i didn't use it)..

10.21 p.m.
i felt guilty for what i did... i know he concern abt me so much and me....haih.. when he is in bad situation and sad, i want to comfort him. But, the thing is i don't want him to misunderstanding and having a thought that i have feeling towards him..so.. when i think deeply about it now, i felt guilty..guilty for what i did.. i do not know what to do besides of feeling guilty.. i don't want to hurt his feeling...

oh no..having excel class on tomorrow morning. Have to sleep early tonight. gd night....

My Big Day!

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to myself,

Happy Birthday to me...

oh no! i'm turning to 18 now..getting older and older..can't really believe that time pass so quickly. Like usual, this morning wake up early and attend classes. This morning, when i woke up, u actually can see there is a big smile on my face ...cos...IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! but the sad thing is i can't go for shopping with my friends as the class end at 5 p.m. =( anyways, i also being cheered up by my classmates.. i thought nobody actually will notice my birthday.. but when one of them wish me..and then it started to spread among them.. so, they sang birthday song to me during the break.. Thanks to u guys,G8! honestly, i love my group the most! all of my classmates love to make jokes and fun during the class..this make us more enjoy in class and laugh until tear filling the eyes and suffering pain in stomach. Group 8 is the most cheerful group ever! =)


another sad case is...no birthday presents today..sob*sob*


nvm, i will take the birthday song that u guys sang today as my birthday present..i will bear it in my mind.

This is the picture of me and caren.

Caren, u looked nice with the new hair cut..

omg, i looked so old in the picture..haha

Time to relax and shopping!

Mock just over this morning. Quite sad with T2. I know i'm not going to score well in this paper. It's extremely hard. Eventhough i memorise the whole book and the formulas, I still can really do the questions.. I can't find the answer for some of the calculation questions and i get confused with the question. Those questions is explained very long..it's about 5 to 10 rows of sentence in each question..some of the questions even reach above 10 rows...after read through the question, my eyes sight start to get worst...and see things unclearly. anyways, the exam had come to an end..what to do now just wait for the result and look what is the outcome for the effort that u had put in.
The real exam is 3 weeks from now. i guess i should actually take a good rest before i start a war with t1 and t2.. still wait for what? It's SHOPPING time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It had been a long long time since the last shopping i did.

All love ended in 1 month or 1 week time..

psst..let me tell u sumthing that is unbelievable..
u might not believe on what i say but it's the truth..
Every guy that i together or dated with before this ended within one month or even one week.. This is true.. Everytime when i date with a guy, i thought our relationship will last longer..but then it ended up either me who suggest to break up or he, who suggest to break.. When i decide not to fall in love anymore, the new love seems to appear and give me another hope.. but after trying, it will never escape from this fate.. that is, CLASHED! At first, i don't want to admit this fate..but now i can't not to believe it.. now, again i decide to give up to fall in love anymore.. this time i'm serious.. i'm really give up.. i'm tired of this.. if every love of mine ended with this, i better choose not to fall in love anymore.. that will be the best solution..

Mock exam is coming soon.. everytime when exam is in the corner, stress will never escape from my forehead.. haha.. this CAT is like SPM..It's like SPM for every two weeks.. I don't want to put my parent investment on me on risk.. they invest so much on me just to pay for the expensive tuition fees for this CAT course.. If i fail to pass, the money will gone.. so in return, i need to score well for the exams..and pass every exam till the end.. for my parents, i promise i will..

working hard to accomplish the goal!

I think it has been weeks since the last post. haih. Honestly, I'm dissappointed with my marks for PT2. It's really low for me. It didn't meet my expectation. I really wish that I could do well in the exam. Today I spent almost 11 hours in the college. Suppose to go back at 3.30 but then being informed having excel class from 4.30 to 8.30. These 11 hours made me feel exhausted. It's sumkind like all of my energy of the day being used up. really really tired.
Mock exam is coming soon on next week. Everyone seems to work even harder. It's makes me feel even scary and worries toward the exam. I really hate the barring system. This system should be cancelled. It just making feel uneasy.
Looking forward for the next progress in CAT.....

PT 2 was so hard!

PT just finished yesterday.
The test is getting harder and harder. I'm really dissappointed with my result. I hate my marks dropped. Is it i'm poor in acccounting or what? Why can't i score higher? =(

Ended up with nothing

Actually, I planned to study on today. But things doesn't work as what I planned. What happened was i did house work this morning until 12 . Then I started to open my book and study. At that moment, I don't have the mood to study so i watch tv for a moment. Without notice, time pass by quickly and it's already 3 pm. After that, I went out fetch my sisters from school. When I reach home, I immediately open my book and study. A few minutes later, being disturbed by sister for teaching her homework. At last I failed to go as what i planned. It's all my fault. I guess I really need to study from now on as exam coming soon. Please! Give me power to study!