HELLOOOOO!!! I'm back! I have been busy for the first week of chinese new year. There are lots of stuff I wanted to tell here. Well, let's start with my chinese new year celebration first then. Every chinese new year seems the same to me because most of my cousins over my father's side of family are older than me and I don't really get along with the minority of them who are around my age. Don't ask because somehow I don't why. I just can't find anything to talk to them as I only see them once in a year.

I went back to hometown in Raub Pahang last last friday and basically what I did at there were eat, cardgame (so called 'Bullshit' game has become everyone's favourite) and so on. The good new is that I didn't gain weight after I was back in hometown. Lol. Usually after chinese new year I would have gain my weight but not this time. What a relief! =)

Having a lot of funs with my cousins in hometown and I really enjoyed visiting friends house, getting angpaus and gambling with them. During that week, I also get to watch a lot of movies in the nearest cinema. Nowadays, a lot of chinese new year movies have been released in cinema and I missed watching the movies due to the progress test week. Thanks to my dad for bringing us and I was able to watch most of the movies. The movie called '72 tenants of prosperity' is a real comedy movie that you all should watch. It's a great movie seriously. Watch it is you haven't. Every part of the movie was really funny.

Result for the final exam last semester was 2 days ago. The night before the result was out, I went to pray. Although I know that it's been a way too late for this but I just have to do it. Computer lab in college were crowded with ACCA students checking their results so I thought maybe I should check it in sunway pyramid. I went to pyramid for lunch with my classmates and we were chatting about what the possibility of our results. We were hesitate to check out results there and then we headed back home to check out own result after the lunch.

Everytime when I was about to open the e-mail or website to check my result, my heart was beating very fast. My friends around me always saying that I will pass for sure but I seriously don't feel it. People just don't understand how much pressure I'm having each time I was checking my result. My parents put high hopes on me and I don't wish to see any failure in the papers I'm taking, not even one. I know the feeling of failing is horrible and I don't want to feel remorse for what I'm doing.

I took a deep deep breath before I was ready to open it. I clicked it and all written pass. Oh my, thank god! I was so nervous the night before and that's a huge relief for me. I think it's time for me to pick up things that I missed in class before this and start to take thing seriously before I do feel regret again. To those who pass the papers, congratulation and to those who didn't make it, you all can do a lot better in the next turn and remember there is always hopes in life and never give it up. Hold on and you will see the great result someday. =)

Moviessss

Progress test was over today and I feel my brain is slightly lighter right now. Lol. When exam is coming, I used to throw everything in the notebooks and copy it into my brain. Then, when exam is over, those in the brain slowly eroded. That's why I always say that I have a short memory. Like few seconds ago my mom told me to do this, and the next seconds later everything was gone. Yea, that's it how my brain works. Lol.

I miss cinema too much so I went to the cinema to watch 'Fame' right after the F7 class.



This movie is awesome. I love their performance. Ballet, rap songs and the amazing dances are all great. Once upon a time when I was like 13 or something, my mom asked me "what would you like to be when you are an adult?". As you know, I was just 13, so I answered naively " I want to be a singer" because I enjoy singing even till now but I know I was too shy for that. My mom strongly disagree whoever that wants to become a singer. The dream to enter entertainment as an occupation will always shut my mom's mind down. My mom always say entertainment will never give you good pay. Therefore, I stop dreaming of becoming a singer from that time on.

Chinese new year is really soon and so to valentine's day. Here to wish all of you early Happy Chinese New Year together with Happy Valentine's day. Having both big days in a single day is kinda sad for those chinese couples who may not be able to celebrate together. In another point of view, it is a good thing for those who are singles so that don't feel like being alone and ignored i guess. Lol

In between, today is kee hoong's birthday so......HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! =)

Goodnight everyone~